cynthia is DAM tired today

UPDATES :]

monday, 26 may
it was in the afternoon when i received this msg from my sister warning me that she's down with chicken pox! and that explains why she's so shit tired after the cycling trip at puala ubin :D so now, she's got TWO WEEKS of mc :/ lucky right?
even though she's down with chicken pox, she looks TOTALLY fine.. no iching.. nothing. only dots around the body that looks like mosquito bites.

and i found this on the cupboard :D
now i pray that i wont catch the virus from her :/
(i must keep far far far away from her :D)

GET WELL SOON CTLH!

28 may
the plan was to study after school.
but we ended up having dinner at designer canteen and chit chatted all the way till 7 plus. so conclusion, WE DIDNT STUDY.. (we = me, weilin and farah)

29 may
title: cynthia attepmt to study but failed :x
met up with my friend at simei to study at around 8pm plus?
went to bk, took out my stupid rht book and started fipping the pages over and over again. i was just flipping, didnt even memorise or study anything :/ was ALSO distracted by the cool/not so cool itouch. (it's cool because i can surf the net with such a SMALL device. it's uncool because the touch screen shit thing is dam rubbish. becase of my nails, i cant really type porperly.) tried connecting my psp to the wireless shit thing and i failed AGAIN.. why? because i've forgotten my log in id.. -_-
OKAY, yes i didn't study.
went to walk and slack around and went home at abt 11pm plus? :]

today :]
the weather seems fine today?
woke up really late so i was late for thiru's lesson..
no inht lecture, had unhealthy lunch at designer canteen :[ (i shall stop eating western food! I SHALL STOP! CYNTHIA SHALL STOP!) yet again, attempted to study in the library.. ended up stoning at the stupid OB book. was SUPER sleepy dying ob lecture too. but i left early for training.

training totally sucked today.
i cannot scull (idk how to spell) properly :[.. capsized sooooo many times.. failed to empty my kayak for sooooo many times.. felt so demoralised :[ like so many pple can do it and yet i cant get/do it after trying and trying and trying for sooooo many many many hundred times. {i'm a slow learner eh?}
water training ended at 6plus. rest a bit, grab a cup of milo and off we went for swimming.
swim swim swim swim till 9pm, washed up and went for dinner at macs :]
AND NOW, im SUPER tired... i want to sleep :[

ALL THE BEST TO THE FIVE PPLE FOR AMAZING RACE TMR!
get FIRST prize! 10k! :D

GOODNIGHT.. sayonara :]

i've got test on monday :[
jethro: haha. HELLO daughter
WY: being ccaless isn't that bad! :>
joslyn: HELLO QAD! how can you forget! the one clearing plates at the food court! RMB?? haha
sparrow: ha ha?
arun: UPDATED! :]

better off dead

yesterday it was 25th may :]
spent the day with love.
went to the church in the morning and then met up with love in the afternoon (3plus)
we went roller blading! and talked ALOT :D because it has been DAYS, WEEKS & MONTHS since i've seen her!
yup rollerbladed.. and i was embarassing myself the whole time :/ i fell? because i wanted to take the easy way out. yeah, i deserve it. so i ended up spilling half the packet of my coconut drink :/ aiya, many things happened :D
had yong tau fu @interchange and went to expo to shop(? you know there's food fest.. and some other sale..) and her parents fetch me home :D
yeah, had a great time with her!
but no worries, i'll be seeing her VERY often! every sunday at the reservoir :D

today.
im DAM tired. forced myself up in the morning..
i left my house at 8.50am when lecture starts at 9am. but i was lucky enough as the bus did not take a very long time to reach my bus stop. tut and lec were boring (as usual).. and guess what? term tests' NEXT WEEK.. in fact its NEXT MONDAY :[ goodness...

i am so going to fail alrd ):
i've lost all motivation to study..
i cant seem to make myself study..
last minute studying no longer work for me..
there's a project due this friday and i have no freaking idea on it..
term tests starts next week..
and i know nothing abt what i've studied for the past 4 weeks?..
im D.E.A.D esp for microecon = maths.. i seriously SUCK at math :[ i cant do maths..
someone make me study! :[
study or goodbye to cynthia.....

im tired.... byebye :[

fk you cockroach

yesterday, 24 may
had InHT test. and i think i've screwed it up.. so many wrong answers :[
actually, i deserve it.. i didnt even put in effort to go study for the test :[
skipped water training at 4pm. (because i didnt bring any extra stuff along) and went back home to sleep :x went back to sch for training (swimming) @7pm till abt 9pm plus. had dinner with the others at this coffeeshop opposite sch. and guess what? i saw my ah ma! :D :D :D

today
had water training @reservoir :]
before water training, the coach made us run round the reservoir AS A TEAM..
because we ran as a team, we couldnt stop and walk. even when i've stopped for 1 sec, my team mates will ask me to run! so i had to run all the way without stopping..
and after that, off we went to the reservoir.. learnt how to paddle a new boat. & i dont know what is it called la. we ended at ard 5pm? and then went for dinner at the same place :D guess what again, saw my ah ma again! but this time, with my aunty and cousin. oh well.. hang around at parts of tampines :]

IM TIRED!
im becoming a full time panda alrd :[

& bad thing of the day: the stupid fking cockroach....

reminders: CYNTHIA STUDY FOR InHT!

1.45am- tried sleeping
2.30am- still tossing and turning on my "bed"
2.45am- i think i should be asleep alrd :D
6.45am- received and replied sms..
7.15am- snooze the alarm..
7.30am- snooze the alarm again..
7.45am- woke up and enabled alarm..
8.00am- got out from the toilet
8.50am- left the house for sch (dad drove me to sch) :[
9.05am- met up with weilin
9.15am- mr R came in. farah and yuka did not come to sch :/
9.15am to 10.30am- stoned during commskills

argh, im too lazy to continue :D
went to the library after commskills till 12pm?
went to the dental to CHOP OFF the protruding wire shit thing..
which means, i can eat/talk/sing/drink/ect in peace alrd :D

ALRIGHT. need to go touch up :D LOL
because i've got to reach interchange by like 4pm. meeting arunnn :]
i'll cont at night :]

do you know how much i hate eng?

commskills essay test was bad?
i wrote ALOT of rubbish la. the test was 1hr 45min.
i spent 10 mins writing the outline and 15 minutes stoning at the first paragraph. (stupid right?) after 15 minutes, i decided to do the other environment essay question. then again, spent another 15 minutes stoning at the newly written paragraph.. (stupid again right?)
i've wasted 30 minutes stoning.. why? because i didn't know what to write about. while i was wasting my time, i can see people around me scribbling and writing NON-STOP.
i didnt really complete the essay. i didnt have to time to include solutions for global warming.
AND, my ending sucks. it's so skimpy and filled with rubbish AGAIN..
the best part, i crushed and threw away my outline when im SUPPOSE to staple it together with my untidy essay. okay im stupid.. -_-
but im glad commskills' over. so now i've got to study for InHT! 3 chapters to study la! :[
luckily there isn't training tmr. so i'll be able to study :D okay, change of plans :D im going to get my swimming suit tmr (with arunnnnnnnnn) for friday's training :[ (so IDIOT okay) maybe i should just skip every friday's training :x HAHA!

come to think about it. i think i've put on SO MUCH weight the past few months?
fats here fats there fats everywhere :[
even if i want to be anorexic, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.. (& i dont want to be one. just saying only)
why? because i cannot resist the temptation for food :[
i feel so fat and ugly :[ okay. i shall stop being greedy. and avoid western food @designer canteen :[ actually, i've stop eating it alrd :D
i better start keeping in shape before no one wants me! LOL!
and guess what? i look like a wild boar.. black, fat and ugly :[

i should change the head to mine right?

I AM TIRED OKAY!

17 and 18 may
went for 1 star course @changi village area. (DAM TIRING)
on 17th may. met up with the rest @tm at 7.30AM....
and on 18th may. met up with kokwei and bird @tamp interchange at 9AM..
the course ended at 4 plus 5pm on both days.
we've learnt many different strokes too :]

OH OH OH. capsizing was SUPER scary.. i hate capsizing drills too..
we had to capsize of kayak in the sea..
1)capsize the kayak
2)hold our breathe underwater
3)tap 3 times on the sides of the overturned kayak while we're still in the water
4)free yourself from the kayak
5)come out from the side where you hold the paddle
6)after you're out of the water, you're SUPPOSE to hold onto the paddle and the kayak and not wipe the salty seawater off your face!
7)swim back to the shore

SCARY. capsizing in deep waters during x-rafted rescue is even scarier.. but it was fun!

conclusion: the course was FUN but tiring :/ & i'm black :[

19 may
it's vesek day, PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
i ended up doing projects in tp.. but we didn't really do much :D
i was SUPER tired.. idk why. but im really really tired.
had lunch/dinner at LJS @bedok interchange with yuka and weilin. (actually we were suppose to eat pasar malam food, but the pasar malam ended alrd..)

today, 20 may!
land training.. we ran AGAIN! this time on proper running tracks at/near the reservoir :]
after the long run, we did sprinting. and guess what.. the muscles on my left thigh CRAMPED... it was painful.. i teared okay! yup, so i couldn't continue sprinting la.. ( i feel like my body's slowly breaking down every week.. because last week was ankle. now? thighs. -_- )

i feel lousy.. OH WELL.
there'll be training this thurs, fri & sat la. CRAZY.
but at least we can all start on sea training qhich means we can KAYAK AROUND!! :] :] :]

okay, i've got to SLEEP!
got to cont with research for commskills' test tmr :[
GOODNIGHT! :]

CYNTHIA NEEDS TO SLEEP!
WY: im in CANOE! :]
arun: it's your turn this week! enjoy it too! :]
lin: you havent send me the pictures loh! i brought my thumbdrive today! hahaha
gay: HELLO GIRLFRIEND! im training for... erm.. canoe i think? haha :D
deen: lucky shit la! HOLIDAY ALRD :[ yeah! i will :]

cynthia's CRAZY

i have NO IDEA what's gotten into me lately..
im in such a rotten/sour mood the wholeee day :/ (in fact, i was also like that ytd)
and i think i've indirectly affected people around me. im sorry.

yesterday, 15 may.
went over to luci's house to do last minute work for ccn.
yup, we finish filling up and tying the popsicle plastic bags & also stuffing them into 3 different freezers at 7.30pm? the boys cleaned up the kitchen and the girls.. :D cam-whored :D haha.
after everything, i wasnt feeling really well. i was having headache.. and it feels like someone using a hammer hitting my poor head again & again :/ it got even worse on the long bus ride home with yuka & ah lin..

got home and had dinner.
i slept early that night too.

today, 16 may
me and my rotten mood the whole day. PLUS i was STILL feeling a little sick
i got irritated so dam freaking easily and i seriously dont like it AT ALL :/
( once again, sorry to the people around me today.. )

the class' just gotten another project from thiru. there's like so many projects on hand alrd and i havent started on any (individual ones) YET. not only were there new projects added to the project list, there'll be TESTS NEXT WEEK.. i've got to start studying & mugging alrd :[ gosh.

okay, ccn.
we only started selling at around 2plus :]
everything wasn't that bad? we did make a little bitsy profit, i think :x
4pm. i went to my ah ma's house after that to rest (because i was feeling sickish again -_-) & at the same time collect my clothings. dad fetched me home in the evening.

i've got 1 star course tmr @changi village, 915am :[
since im meeting the rest at 7.30am @tm, i've got to wake up EVEN earlier.
tmr will be a L.O.N.G day for me :/
p.s upload pictures another time/when i've gotten it :D

yup, that's about it.
SAYONARA! :]

Dear cynthia has alrd lost track of time :x

GOOD FRIENDS :]




FARAH aka HUA LA LA


cynthia the clown!
pictures pictures pictures!
taken at luci's house using jordan :D

add ons:
1) my ankle is so much better!
2) project's seriously KILLING me D:
3) stupid farah slapped me today! #$^%&#$^ LOL
4) computer came back home! but my mouse died -_- so i STILL cant use it..
5) dad got a cool/new/pretty/solid speaker for the computer outside. and im jealous :x
6) commskills' BORING. 5 mins in class seems forever :D (was sleepy shit)
7) * MEETING LOVE THIS SUNDAY :D *
(SHIT, I JUST RMBED THERE'S 1 STAR COURSE ON SUN TOO. OH SHIT)
8) took some pictures @ the library too :D
9) THE WEATHER WAS SUPER DUPER GOOD! :D :D :D :D :D
10) i did charity. donated money to the school and the mymammar disater :]

ALRIGHT, thats all for today! :]
there's actually more pictures! but i'll upload the rest another day. im going to bed! :]

JAEJOONG'S MINE

dear cynthia took 31 minutes to complete one round round the reservoir! :]
yes, 31 minutes isnt good enough! my goal/aim is to finish the run below 30 minutes.
BUT at least my timing improved by 6 minutes :D haha

and, that LONG run made my left ankle all swollen and painful (the pain was bearable but its still PAINFUL!) :[ i stopped training, rested and started limping around. training ends at 9pm today (: went home with arun and aaron.

time check: 11pm
i need to do research on environment :s (so stupid)
why? so that i'll be able to write my 600 words long essay next week? stupid.

time check: 12.55pm
all those research are draining away all my energy..
alright, i've got to be in sch by 10am to discuss about the RHT project.
so i've got to sleep now :] GOODNIGHT (:

i like bananas. dont you?

went to luci's house :]
together with the boys (jon & marc) and girls (hualala, weilin & yuka)
we took COOL photos with luci's laptop, jordan. & discussed about the cnn or was it ccn day thing. chilled and left her place at 5pm.
we postoned the ice-cream chef thing and went back home/sch/meet up wih friends.

that "mosquito" bite on my back is painful like shit okay? ]:
alright, i was SUPPOSED to run but im too lazy :D
so i decided to use the jumping rope and SKIP!

i was just browsing through blogs and i've found some pictures :D

TRAINING LAST SAT, 10 may
spartan 300 x2
okay, see that fat ass in green? that's me.. :]
we have to hold on to this position (both the left and right hand) for 30 secondsfor a moment, i wanted to die :x LOL
09 may
went pooling with some KOMEZ peepsadrian, arun, dion, jason, ah kai, cheryl & me :D
& ah kai was my teacher for the night? :D

happy mother's day

i was clearing the pictures in this computer and i found some pictures which i wanted to post up on the blog but i didnt. two pictures for now :]

my nintendo DS's pet dog, DIASY :]
there's two other puppies, jae & judy

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY TODAY!
i tried baking a cake for mum, but i failed :[

i must blog this!
10 may! I FINALLY MET UP WITH MY AH MA! :] i missed her so much. went to her house and stayed there i'll 5pm & went to meet arun for pool :D
guess what, pooling sucks? i think the cue, balls & table were too good? too good for a loser/noob, like me :D

okay, i need my beauty sleep.. im like nodding away. dam shag!
GOODNIGHT :]

im tired.

thank you!
i woke up because of this alarm!
oh, my sister wrote this :D

yesterday, 08 may
met up with arun after sch and went bugis to shop a little.
went pooling @katong with some of the komez people too :]
everyone left at 9pm except for arun, kai and i. yup, we continued playing of course.. till 10pm. i think im addicted to pool? LOL

today, 09 may
everything's fine at school :]
but weilin's SICK!
went out with laurel after sch (to chinatown to get her belt) :D
im tired.. there's canoe training tmr @9am D: that means i'll see scary damian.

i am fat

01 MAY
LABOUR DAY :D
since it was labour day, there wasn't sch !
i didn't waste my time doing nothing at home during this super short break. i went to SENTOSA! for my mum's company's family day thing. it was SUPER DUPER sunny and hot.. and of course, i got tanner again.. another step nearer to becoming a charcoal.. the whole family day thing at senotsa was fun :] :] :]

i went to have my FACE PAINTED..
went to have a "tattoo" on my back..
& the other on my hand :D

went for tarrot cards reading.. and lastly.. ate alot of ice cream (sin sin sin sin SINFUL!) :x
AND AND AND, i LOVE my tarrot card readings :D there were all mostly good things :D
(but, this may not be true? after all its just readings from cards?)

beach-ing the whole day :]

i like this picture!
credit: carina teo
carina: so pretty..
LETS FLY!


THIS WHOLE SECTION DEDICATED TO:
CARINA TEO LI HONG :D

03 MAY
canoe training.
as usual, butterflies in my stomach before the training. why? because i was so afraid that the seniors make us run like crazy again.. in the end, we ended up running 1 round in reservoir.. wasnt that bad? i walked alot :D my timing was B.A.D.. i'll make sure i'll improve if we run the reservoir again! (which i think i will la?) i MUST! :D jiayou~
oh, training was from 9am - 12pm
aina came over later in the afternoon and we arashi-ed :D

i think nino is cute :D
04 may
IM ACHING ALL OVER AGAIN D:
my arms were aching badly... very badly..
it's sunday.. i dont like sunday..

today
- everything's fine in school.
- mummy objecting me raking up canoeing as a cca
- been eating too much / non-stop
- nightmare on weds..
- the good old times are all slowly vanishing into thin air. now only goodbyes
- went to interchange with aina & then went for "firefly" hunt. unfortunately, we found none.
- tried publishing this post. but failed.. all because of the new stupid blog feature.